The Ying and Yang cannot balance.

Where's my fucking CB confidence. I set an inner standard within myself so high that when there's a little flaws, be it work, studies or leisure that they will hurt my pride and ego, and i am sensitive on how people sees, when people in reality base, doesn't really care.

I'm feeling no confident towards ladies, that is why love never happens. I don't have the habit of calling people, especially gals. This could have been years conditioned till numb now.

I am never able to sleep early at night, and i think i jolly well migrate to the State one day, where the day is the night here, and the night is the day.

My problem is such a great extend of high level that logically, no one can sees what's really wrong, and i definitely cannot solve it myself. My close buddy says he hears my problem as a no problem, where i see things as a problem.

I sometimes could not balance my ying and yang qi, perhaps. I cannot balance the good and bad. I cannot balance the peace and love.

An unknown fear sometimes keep attacking me. I am so spiritually sensitive.

Could it all be becos of the unable to sleep well at night, thus the morning seems horribly hallucinated?

Nothing can really seems to satisfy me well. Where's the joy, where i find no joy in many things.

Could i be unsound? Could i be living in illusions? Was i being cursed?

Or could it be bipolar(like Ris Low)?

The mystery is yet to unfold....

Words of wisdom from Strategic Brand Management

Set your goals based on your values, not on i could, i would, i should or i will if.....

Stop waiting for anything instead, initiate 100% of the time.

Keep your long term goals in mind and act accordingly.

Not everything on your To Do List is urgent and important.

Accept help from others so that you can accomplish your goals.

There is only so much you can accomplish in a day and it's usually less than you aim for.

If you get six things on your To Do list done in a day, you've accomplished a lot.

If your system isn't working, figure out why, fix it and try again.

You need to look at tomorrows schedule today.

You need to look at today's schedule today

If you do it now, you won't have it hanging over your head later.

Believing you will never be organised is a self-fulling prophecy.

Believing you can be organised is also a self-fulfilling prophecy.

Jusy because today seems a mess, doesn't mean tomorrow can't be productive!