This is 1 of the good quotes from my sales tips books:
"If you do not swallow your pride and you try to tough it out in an area where you lack the skill, knowledge or experience, you will exponentially increase the likelihood of failing."-Dave Lorenzo.
Yes, try to tough it out on somewhere or something you don't know, likely you will fail. So, swallow your pride and ask, or clarify. At least you be a fool for a minute, than to be one, forever.
The daze of my recent 1st ICT was practically over. Seriously slacking. But one good thing is, it gave me some valuable new networks, and also allowed me to regurgitate memories of the time i went into outfield, how we, the Commandos were inserted into deployment sites etc. The EU (Electronic Unit) that i was sent to play, had reinforced my understanding of the mission. This also reinforces our combat readiness. Initially the first 2 days i was indifferent with the EU, mind kind of sleepy then. Eventually, i got hold of the concept and it was over. Good god.
After the ICT period was over, I joined a friend for his education event talk conducted by him and his uncle, to gain some exposure. Good, there is no such things as memory lost, but informations overload, his uncle said. But then i came up with my own theory that there is another thing such as temporary memory halt, or memory freeze. This probably was due to the the lack of sleep, or/and/plus the fear of unfamiliarity of surrounding, and the uneasiness of unknown people around you, causing you a temporary inferiority complex, a nervous breakdown and memory halt. However, this will need to be overcome through self accustomisation.
Learning psychology is a skill. Well, if i have the time and extra money, i'll probably go for a Certificate or Diploma in Psychology counselling, as it is an interesting subject.
As an impatient and getting things to be done promptly with, person, waiting for my Degree's Letter of Acceptance took about 2 full months to arrive. I was exempted one module from the Bachelor of Communications(Com Mgt). And i am quite contented with it, though i was hoping for 2, which makes up a nice figure 10. Whatever it is, i'm gonna focus them well and strike them hard again.
The next thing is that i hope my income will keep flowing, despite all the sidelines, freelance and part time jobs i undertake staggeredly. Indeed, in the time of recession, finding an ideal full time job is hard. But what's most important for the time being is to suck thumb and expect a low pay, a pay as low as we can really bear to be with, however with a benchmark, and then work and gain our experiences up in the field of our jobs. Once we become experience in the field, we will become a valuable asset to our next better company. That is my theology. Nevertheless, i'll keep trying, unless i see my sideline organization succeed so well that it exceed my expectations, else I will probably still need look for a full time job.
Shalom~
